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  Blinking lights in the woods suggested he’d reached Fleming’s place even before his GPS told him to turn. He found her driveway just as the voice in his car gave directions.

  Fleming had set up floodlights that shone on the old-fashioned wraparound porch fronting her small farmhouse. She’d looped a strand of Christmas lights along the railing and started on the roof ledge, as well. Smoke curled out of the chimney, gathering above the roofline.

  He parked in front of her garage and got out of his car, bringing the ubiquitous tablet with him. His feet crunched on gravel. He breathed deeply the scents of fire and fallen leaves.

  Funny how he missed familiar city smells, the occasional stench of garbage on the sidewalk and honking cars.

  The door opened and Fleming came out, wrapping her arms around herself against the cold.

  “Thanks for coming out here,” she said.

  “You’re in the middle of putting up decorations?”

  “I stopped when I couldn’t see the roof well enough to find the nails from last year. And I have to wrap packages tonight.”

  “Already? They start Christmas early around here.”

  He started up the stairs. Her smile as he reached her warmed him, and he couldn’t help wondering how many women had met their men at this door. This little farmhouse had been here a long time.

  “Come in.” She reached for his coat as they went inside. “Would you like coffee? A drink? Some cocoa? I have a recipe from my mother. Best hot cocoa ever.”

  “I’ve heard that.” He nodded.

  “That’s funny. The details of gossip in my town...” Smiling, she stopped in the living room, where she scooped the files she’d carried into his office from beneath a pile of wrapped packages.

  “What are you doing there?” he asked.

  “They’re for a women-and-children’s shelter in town. We used to ask donors to wrap them, but sometimes the gifts weren’t appropriate, or someone would give a slightly used present. We’re grateful for anything for the shelter, but at this time of year, we like the children to remember how special they are, and a new gift seems to send that message more strongly.”

  Jason usually gave his assistant a list for his family, and asked her to do the angel gifts some of the department stores offered. “I’ll try not to keep you long,” he said, following her into the kitchen, a clean gray-blue room that somehow wrapped him in warmth.

  A couple of candles scented the air with a faint fragrance of apple, one on the quartz counter and one on the butcher-block island. The flames reflected off the white tiles above the wide sink.

  “Have a seat.” She motioned toward the stools around the island as she began gathering ingredients. “Or there at the table, if you prefer.”

  He glanced toward the long, rustic table that fronted a wall of windows. It was too dark now to see the trees.

  “You don’t need drapes or curtains out here,” he said.

  “Not on this side of the house, anyway. I probably don’t on the front, either.” She glanced at him with a rueful grin. “Wednesday night was the first time I’ve felt anxious in here since I was a teenager.”

  “I’m sorry for what happened.”

  “Not your fault.” She shook her head. “I shouldn’t have said anything. I’m not blaming you. I felt foolish for being afraid.”

  “No one’s ever attacked you at work?” he asked ruefully.

  She turned from the fridge, holding a carton of milk. “I hope it’s not a common thing for you?”

  “I was being sarcastic.”

  “Good.” She poured milk into a saucepan on the stove, but then came to the island and opened her folders. “Help yourself,” she said, too trustingly. “I think I have everything.”

  “Let me check these figures, and then we’ll go over the offer I have. If these numbers look different, I’ll change things as we go.”

  She hesitated. “I guess, but Mr. Paige sounded that certain, too, and he turned out to be...”

  “I’m not Paige.”

  She blushed so easily, as if she was as honest and innocent as she sounded.

  Jason shook his head, glad when she went back to the stove. He had to halt this attraction now. No more noticing the soft, vulnerable line of her jaw, the richness of her voice. The way she made him feel welcome and wanted, and then was frank enough to admit she might not trust his motives.

  She reached for a knob on the stove and a gas flame whooshed beneath the saucepan. The domesticated scene should have put him on his guard. This would normally be the moment he remembered an early meeting or some task he’d forgotten.

  He dragged his attention to the tablet, swiping the screen with more firmness than necessary. While Fleming worked, he did, too. His rage at Paige grew, as it did every time he studied one of these files.

  “What kind of guy comes to a town like this and robs the people most in need of honest lending?”

  “You mean because I’m barely making ends meet?”

  “Well.” Jason sat back, folding his arms. “Yes. You were a mark to him.”

  “You know that’s not a compliment, right?” She pulled her red silicone spoon out of the saucepan and used a quilted mitt to lift the pan and pour hot chocolate into a tall, wide-mouthed cup.

  “It just means I know you can’t afford to be cheated.”

  “But you’re asking me to refinance.” She filled the other cup, this one as bright red as Santa’s gift bag.

  “With terms that won’t drive you into foreclosure,” Jason said.

  “So I’m about to take on greater debt again?”

  “Not in the long run.” He took the mug she handed him, warmed by her touch. She didn’t seem to notice him react. “And I hate to suggest this, but you can refinance again when your circumstances improve.”

  “If they do. If I keep starting over with a new loan, I’ll never be able to retire.”

  Jason laughed, but then hoped she meant it as a joke.

  She took the saucepan back to the sink and quickly washed it. “This choice isn’t intuitive.”

  She didn’t have much of a choice. Not for the first time, he wished he could make things easier. Not just for her, but mostly for her.

  “You’re quiet,” she said.

  “I normally make a plan that will allow a business to succeed. By the time the hard decisions start, I’m on to the next job. Maybe this is why I prefer it that way. I don’t like to see your fear or anyone else’s.”

  “I understand you have a job you need to do,” she said, “but my mom opened this store when I was a child. We used to make a good living. I’m not sure what’s gone wrong, but I do know that the store saved us from poverty. She scraped together the original money and persuaded suppliers they could trust her. And every year, she made everyone in this town remember how magical the holidays are supposed to be.”

  Jason shrugged. He had a vague memory of trying to be asleep for Santa—but that might be from some TV show he’d watched with his nieces and nephews.

  “You never waited for Santa?” Fleming asked. “You never tried to make yourself sleep while you listened for sleigh bells on the roof, because someone convinced you he wouldn’t come until you closed your eyes?”

  Jason swallowed, uncomfortable with her mind reading. “I guess my family is different than yours. More pragmatic, maybe,” he said. “Bankers, almost every one of us.”

  “My mom’s practical. She’s had to be.”

  “What about your dad?” Jason grimaced as he expressed an interest he shouldn’t have. “Is he—”

  “I don’t know what he is.” She tucked the cocoa and sugar into a cabinet, wiping the counter so hard Jason was surprised she didn’t shave off a layer of stone. “He went out one day for doughnuts, of all things, and never came back.�
�� She shook her head. “Well—he came back in a few years and claimed he wanted to make things right. He just never managed to follow through.”

  And this new guy her mom had married? Jason had the good sense not to ask. “I’m sorry, Fleming. None of my business. What’s the opposite of Santa Claus? Because that’s who I am.”

  “I believe that man’s name was Scrooge, not Macland. Let’s look at the information you brought me.”

  CHAPTER FOUR

  LOOKING AT JASON’S facts and figures, Fleming felt as if she’d ended up at the top of the naughty list. “I’d love to talk to Mr. Paige about why he did this.”

  “I’ve talked to him. He has a story about how the bank didn’t set him up with a fair retirement, and he was just providing for his own. Forget about him. You have to concentrate on what you want. Does this store mean as much to you as it did to your mother?”

  “Are you suggesting I give it up?” Fleming eyed the numbers on his tablet screen with horror and reached blindly for her hot chocolate. “My mom and I both love that store. I have to find a way to keep it.”

  He straightened. “For your mother?”

  “For me.” She had a secret she never shared, not even with her mother. Writing. She’d thought she’d have that and the store, and one would feed the other. She’d been making up stories about their customers since she first stood on a step stool behind the counter.

  So far her writing hadn’t gone the way she’d dreamed of, but none of her plans included walking away from the store that had been her after-school care, her shelter from the storms of childhood and her summer job each year of college.

  It had been her and her mother’s place. Like their home. She couldn’t walk away.

  “Fleming?”

  “It matters to me, too, but I didn’t actually understand how much business has fallen off this year. How can a shop that caters to Christmas fail in November in a resort town that explodes in population this time of year?”

  “Give me a try,” he said. “I’ll help.

  She felt sick. “That’s exactly what Mr. Paige said.”

  “But Paige was lying. I don’t lie.” Jason dusted his hands on his jeans. “It’s business,” he said. “The fewer loans we lose, the better off we are.”

  “I think you’re telling me you’re giving me more time at a slightly lower interest rate, but I’ll still be paying almost the same amount over the life of the loan.”

  He nodded. “I want to help you, but I can’t actually take a loss on the arrangement.”

  With shaking fingers, Fleming leafed through the pages of notes and compared the figures he’d jotted down to her income and outgoing debt payments. She got up and grabbed her phone off the island to open the calculator and rerun the equations.

  Her cheeks flushed, but she ducked her head and tried to let her hair flow over her face. She could almost feel his longing to get out of here, making the whole situation even more humiliating.

  “It’s a building,” he said. “Not a person. Not a member of your family.”

  “You say that because you haven’t found the place you want to stay. You aren’t tied to a building or people.” Though Fleming didn’t buy that all bankers were that detached.

  “I’m asking you to think about this decision, the same way I’ll ask everyone else I have to see. If you take on new terms, you’ll be putting a lot of money and even more time into a place. You can get another job.”

  She shook her head stubbornly, trying to see herself anywhere but in Bliss, doing anything else. Except the writing that was her secret joy, the dream she superstitiously feared shattering if she shared it. “This is who I am.”

  He sipped his cocoa once, then again, but was so intent on her finances he didn’t seem to notice how much he clearly liked the drink she’d made him. “Have you considered carrying different lines from less expensive suppliers? Your profit margin seems to shrink every year.”

  Her hackles rose. “I can’t sell tawdry items. That wouldn’t go over in this town. You don’t know Bliss.”

  “You have that right.”

  “And even if I were positive you’re in this with our best interests, rather than the bank’s, I can’t afford your consulting fee.” Fleming ran out of breath. “Sorry. Again. I’m sounding rude, but I’m really trying to be careful. This time.”

  “I keep trying to make you see the bank won’t survive if its customers fail.” Standing, Jason took his jacket off the back of his chair. “You don’t trust me, and I don’t blame you, but talk to someone you do trust, and let me know what you decide.”

  Maybe she could breathe deeply again without him in her house. He picked up his cup and headed toward the sink, but she took it from him. Washing her dishes was absolutely beyond the scope of his job description.

  * * *

  “YOU’VE BEEN HERE three weeks, Jason. You know people actually choose Bliss as a place to have fun?”

  Jason looked over his coffee cup at Lyle. “When there’s snow on the slopes, I assume?”

  “They’re making snow right now. You could take a car up the mountain and ski back down.” Lyle waited until Jason put his cup down, and refilled it.

  “Thanks. I don’t think so.”

  “Afraid one of the hundreds of people who’ve paraded through your office at the bank will follow you up there and shove you off? I heard what happened the day before Thanksgiving.”

  “That was different. Paige lost his retirement fund.”

  “He took funds from a lot of people. You can’t make it right for everyone.”

  Jason pushed his chair back. “People tell you things, Lyle.”

  “We’re a small community. We tell each other everything—except our secrets. But someone always discovers them and tells those, too.”

  “No one’s told you I’m not here to make things right. I’m here to do a job for my grandfather and move on.”

  “I remember your grandfather.”

  That wasn’t information Jason felt inclined to investigate. He didn’t remember this place. He didn’t necessarily want to remember it later. The only important thing he needed to know was that when he left, his father would make sure a decent loan officer and bank manager took over.

  “Thanks for breakfast.” Jason stood up, sliding his phone into his pocket. “I’m going out for a while.”

  “Sure.” Lyle smirked a little, as if to say he didn’t mind a dismissal.

  Jason felt like what he was. Rude, uncomfortable, and maybe pushed a little too far, because he didn’t know how to react to people here, who didn’t outwardly want to use him. Unlike his father.

  He started down the sidewalk, his pace as fast as it would have been in New York. After he weaved around the third stroller, he realized he was racing with himself. At the same time, he almost ran into a harried father holding on to two children and an oversize shopping bag.

  Jason caught the shop door that almost hit one of the boys. Toy store. For once, maybe he could choose his own gifts. He knew where to buy wrapping paper and bows and tape, and Fleming could also tell him where to deliver his packages.

  Every shop in Bliss seemed to smell as if someone had just baked an apple pie in it. Did the scent of apple pie prompt people to part with their money?

  He took a basket from the stack by the door and started by filling the bottom with small cars. Even he could wrap an undersized square. He chose a few foam puzzles and some cylindrical barrels of building logs. He’d loved those things when he was a kid. He’d built ranches for his superhero action figures to live on.

  They made superheroes smaller these days. After he topped the basket off with them, he took his purchases to the counter.

  “Whoa,” said the young guy waiting to check him out. “Big family?”

  “Sort
of. Can I leave these here and finish?”

  “Sure.” He started unloading. “We’ll push them all to the end until you come back.”

  Jason had one more thing he wanted to buy. He loved trains as much as Fleming did. His grandparents had given him one every year. He still had them packed away. Somewhere.

  He chose a wooden one, like the one he loved best. The cars were hand painted. Each fitted neatly to its mate via wooden couplings. The train ran on a wooden track that made a neat series of wide turns, accommodating play for a young child not yet completely in charge of dexterity.

  Shopping bags in hand, he went on to Mainly Merry Christmas, passing both a card store and a stationery shop that probably carried a wide selection of paper and ribbons.

  Fleming looked up from her open laptop when the bells jingled above his head.

  “What are you doing here?” she asked.

  He smiled at her. “Nice to see you, too.”

  She grinned, her embarrassment kind of charming. “I meant, welcome. What can I do for you?”

  “I need a few things.”

  “You have a few things.” She pointed to the bag. “Getting to your Christmas shopping early?”

  Her soft mockery left him a little tongue-tied. “I was thinking last night, while you were wrapping your gifts...”

  Fleming came around the counter, her smile a welcome into her community the likes of which he’d never been offered. “You bought some things for the shelter?”

  “I always ask my assistant to write a check or choose a charity, or even to buy gifts for those trees in the department stores.”

  “Oh.”

  “You made me feel ashamed last night,” he said.

  “I doubt anyone cares how the gifts arrive.”

  “Maybe not.” He lifted the bag onto the counter. “But I thought I could put in a little effort.”